Finding Myself

The past many months have been very challenging for me, and I have realized I am finding who I am and who I want to be. Its been a whirlwind of noncontrol, and its sceary! But there is a huge positive behind it, I am learning about myself. It has almost felt like I am alone and I am having to deal with life experences solo cause I dont want to burdden anyone, but I do know I have the best support system anyone can ask for. I know now that in order to grow you have to be vulnerable. Looking back I am greatfull for feeling that way but at the time I felt sorry for myself.
I was a different person a little bit ago and I never want to be that person again. I Love who I am and what I stand for. I work hard, I love hard, and I love me for being a strong headed, keep things real type of person. I am taking one day at a time! Cause thats all I can do.
I am going to be a better mom, daughter,sister, and friend!!!! Cause we can always give a little more!!!! I am getting rid of all negitive in my life and focusing on all my positive, because there is so much positive that I take for granted!!!!
So my summery, I have beautiful children, I have the best family, I love being a mom because its the greatest blessing in the whole wide world! I love being a daughter to the most beautiful woman in the world, I love being a sister to the greatest siblings. I am me because of them. And I like me!!!!!