Finding Myself

The past many months have been very challenging for me, and I have realized I am finding who I am and who I want to be. Its been a whirlwind of noncontrol, and its sceary! But there is a huge positive behind it, I am learning about myself. It has almost felt like I am alone and I am having to deal with life experences solo cause I dont want to burdden anyone, but I do know I have the best support system anyone can ask for. I know now that in order to grow you have to be vulnerable. Looking back I am greatfull for feeling that way but at the time I felt sorry for myself.
I was a different person a little bit ago and I never want to be that person again. I Love who I am and what I stand for. I work hard, I love hard, and I love me for being a strong headed, keep things real type of person. I am taking one day at a time! Cause thats all I can do.
I am going to be a better mom, daughter,sister, and friend!!!! Cause we can always give a little more!!!! I am getting rid of all negitive in my life and focusing on all my positive, because there is so much positive that I take for granted!!!!
So my summery, I have beautiful children, I have the best family, I love being a mom because its the greatest blessing in the whole wide world! I love being a daughter to the most beautiful woman in the world, I love being a sister to the greatest siblings. I am me because of them. And I like me!!!!!

Socks and Pushpops!!!!!!!

So everone knows we all have too many socks in our home! Brayden gets off the bus today and says mom I got a new pair of socks today! And I was dumdfounded. He really got a new pair of socks from his friend and he did a fair trade! He traded a pushpop for a pair of socks!!!!!! I asked why he would do that and he said you always ask me to put on socks and when I go to find some to put on they arn't in my drawer. Well you ask where are they? Yes on my washer! Washed and not folded. I hate folding socks, it sucks, not only foldng laundry sucks but socks are the worst! WAKEUP CALL! When your kid gets off the bus and says he traded candy for socks theres a problem. Not only was I laughing at the trade I was really embarrassed, I was hoping the trade went down on the bus and not in the middle of class. So this is to all the busy moms who put other priorities into school and work and everyday chores, dont forget to fold socks or one day your kid might trade some delicious cand for a good pair of folded socks!!!!!!

Time Flys!!

Miss Molly May 2 years difference!!!!!!!!!!
My baby is turning 4 yes I said 4. That is so crazy to me. How sad but exciting she is growing up. She is my sassy little angle who thinks she is turning 16!!!!!!!

Christmas Came Early!

Chirstmas came early for me and Jay!!!! We got a new tv and a new entertainment center!

Star of The Week

MY B Mann was star of the week. They get to take a show and tell item and answer questions.
What is this item? Lillie
Why did you choose this item? Cause she is cute
How long have you had this item? 6 months
Where did you get this item? From a family in Mcminville

If you know about brays speach impediment you would be so proud to have seen him, he did such a good job!!!

Worst bike crash

Jays work has a holiday bowling party every year and they dress up for it. One year they went as mormon missionaries. This year they went as there worst bike crash.
Shawn had his elbow go through his skin
Beau had his handle bars off his bike go through his stomic.
Jay as we all know broke his neck.
Craig broke his ankle.
They win prizes and everyone won a prize for the best costume besides Jay. He won most memorable.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

Molly the Beautiful Witch!!!!!

Mo and her class!!!

Brayden the Evil Wizard!!!

Bray and his class had Halloween party and they had a parade. It was a lot of fun!!!!

This is for Maddie!!!!!!

Happy 8th birthday you are getting so big!!!! I am so proud of you that your getting baptised that is a huge accomplishment. We love you and cant wait to see you again!

MY 4th folder 4th picture!

My wedding dress, how funny is that. I was taking a picture of it so i could sell it on craigs list. No buyers. Any takers now? My friend amanda is going to borrow it but after that its up for sale. Best offer accepted!

Pumpkin Patch

B-Mann and his pumpkin!
Mo and her pumpkin!
The best of friends!
Cutest picture ever!!


We went to the pumpkin patch last thursday to pick out our pumpkins and had a blast!

More of the Patch

Pondering about what pumpkin to choose.

Just Us...

Linds and her extensions aint got Poop on me!!!!!!

Potty Party!!!

Molly talking to Hanna Montana she was so excited she was singing to her. Thanks Aunt Nancy!!!
Lucy even partied with us
The future Hanna and Mo!!
Jay loved the wig so much he wore it all day.


Miss Molly is finally potty trained. We tried everything. We promised when she finally went without accidents we would throw her a Hanna Montana party. Good job Mo!!!

First Day of Preschool!

My Mo is a big girl now she is in preschool! I now have free time I have no idea what to do with. She was so excited to be just like her brother and be in school.

SCAPPOOSE SAUERKRAUT FESTIVAL!!!!!

Brayden on the rockwall. He loves to climb. He has a small rockwall at his school, it is his favorite thing there.

My beautiful blue eyed princess

Cabbage throw!!!! Yes i said Cabbage throw.

Jay took the kids to the scappoose sauerkraut festival on saturday. You know you live in a small town when you have a sauerkaut festival. They had so much fun I wish I could have been there but I had to work. They were there for 5 hours Jay said they called me a couple times and they couldn't even talk cause they were so excited.
Thanks to the greatest man I know for being such a great dad to my kids. He does so much fun stuff with them all the time!

More festival!

Molly flying down the slide


Molly doing the fish throw. They had to throw a fish in a tube and they got great prizes like stickers and crayons.

Bray kicked butt at the fish throw he only missed one

Mommy!

This is for the most beautiful person I know, my mommy! I am so proud to call her that!!!! She is my rock. I want to share with everyone how I feel about her. I am so greatful she is my mom and I hope to be just like her. If you need help she will drop everything just for you no matter what it is. I think everyone knows that. I think she is the most humble, beautiful, kind hearted, giving, loving, non judging woman!!!!!!!
Thanks Mom for being my mother!!!!!!!! I hope to be just like you when I grow up!!!!!!!!!!!